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 The past few weeks have been quite hectic, and I haven't been able to keep up the write everyday charade up I'm afraid. However, I did write few articles so I can be let off the hook I suppose. Actually that is something I'm feeling happy about. Two of my articles got published. I wrote about Dr. Ambedkar, the two articles had some overlapping points but I think they each have their own tone. I know it is probably not all that much but I am extremely happy about it, and I think deep inside I am a little bit proud about it, perhaps it is also to do with the positive response I got from all those around me. Apart from that I also published a small write up on my Facebook wall on the eve of Ambedkar Jayanthi. I think it was a part of the process of healing from all the hurt and pain. I don't know if I ever will completely 'get over it' but I probably am in a slightly better place than I was two months back. I shall take that as a win, even if it is small.
 One of the good things about writing all this is that I feel a lot more inspired to write more, I think it gave me some kind of confidence that I have skill and potential and that if I put my mind to it I can write well. I suppose I am sort of riding on the success of my recent articles, and that is perhaps why I feel I am in a better place emotionally, so I thought it might be a good excuse to try and get back to getting my self a little more organised. Even though it was stressful those few days, it was quite exhilarating to keep busy and to be able to do something productive I must say.
 I only hope I am able to keep up this streak and perhaps try to more sincere in writing everyday as far as possible.

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