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I wanted to be able to write everyday but somehow wasn't able to do that.
This is some sort of self-motivation.

I had a good streak and then somehow I got busy with things and I couldn't write. it is a little disappointing, but I think the important thing is to not give up hope. I think this year is all about trying and failing and trying again to do the same thing. I think it is important to not let failure to get to you and make you lose hope, if it is something that you want to do. You've got to keep working at it, yes it is not going to be easy but you've got to find a way to get up, dust yourself off and keep going again and again never forgetting the bigger goal you have in mind.

The bigger goal for me is to be able to publish my book this year or by the next year. it is no easy task, but it is not an impossible task. I should be able to write everyday to keep my writing skills sharp but there are going to be bad days where I am not able to do what I want to do, and sometimes that little bit of gap also can cause a huge deviation, but what matters is finding a way back into getting my self to do my work again. I hope I find the motivation to get back to my work again and even if I fail, I hope I can get back to it again. 

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