When 2020 was ending, I told myself that 2021 is the year I am going to dedicate to writing and actually make something out of it. But when 2021 came, despite all the determination and self motivation I haven't been able to string words together beyond the two posts I wrote here. I feel this burning passion within me to write and a host of ideas bubbling in mind waiting to be put into words, yet I am unable to do it. True my mind has been rather occupied with completing the immediate task at hand my PhD which is long overdue at this point of time, however, even when I am able to make time for writing, my mind just doesn't seem to allow the words to flow. At this point I feel like all the ideas that flying around my head seem to be imprisoned my this wall that seems to have been put up within me. And each time I try to break down the wall, it only seem to get stronger and stronger and further decelerating the process of writing I was so eager to participate in. Things aren'...